Damn! I fucking found my old account! Holy shit. I seriously cannot believe some of the shit I wrote in here madd long ago. So, as many people know, I now live in Hellaware. AKA in the middle of fucking nowhere! I swear I'll never abandon my lj again :] I missed it so much. Okay, so my tumors are pretty much gone off my foot and I'm having such a *swell* time down here..Ah..Sarcasm. So yeah. I'm back to writing and shit. I gauged my nose to a 16, and that was a lot seeing as though it was at a 20g. My dad is an asshole. He wouldn't even help us move or anything. I really can't believe him. I miss all of my Connecticut friends so much it drives me nuts. I really miss Lala and Stevie. Stevie called me the other day and we had a huge conversation about just random shit. That's what I love about him. He's so unpredictable. Lala is in Pennsyltucky so I can't even go see her which really makes me sad seeing as how much I really love her and would never want to leave her again after I move back up north. I've forgotten about stupid shit and grown up a lot I think. I'm not as much insecure and I have a vague idea about my future. It really scares me that I'm going to be 18 in 1 year and 4 months. Sometimes I really wish I never would have to grow up because I already feel like an 8 year old stuck in a 16 year old's body. Mum and I figured out what we wanna do for our vacation and we picked Disney World. We're going to spend my 17th birthday there and I already invited Lizz because mum said I could bring a friend.
I really do miss Lizz too. Even though we were never as close as her and Lala, we we're still always sisterly to each other. She always bought me presents and her mum treats me very nicely. Lizz and I go way back to like, 3rd grade. We did get into a big fight and didn't talk for a long time until like 7th grade. We both grew up and just gave up on being angry at each other. So, I'm done for tonight.
Love you all,